Sigh

I'm sorry if I scared anyone.. I'm okay now..
Just last night.. Craziness. I'm still upset over all the thoughts and things that are just... Coming back and bothering me, but I'm not sad.

I had a nice dream last night.. Which is odd considering how bad I felt. I dreamt Wess was here.. for quite a long time. And it felt very real, I had senses and it stayed all the same story. I saw him coming home to his house in Seattle, I waved to him and smiled, and he came to my house to visit. I showed him my room and stuff and hugged him, I could feel it. I don't think he spoke anytime in the dream but we wandered around, held hands, and I stayed close to him...
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"-Laughs- Even if you become insane and lose your mind and wind up in a straight jacket, popping pills in a padded room while rocking back and forth.....I would still be by your side and take care of you until the day you pass away"

*laughing* Alriight Wess, haha...
Thank goodness there's one out there for me....