La di Dah

Fingers hurt. Hard to type. Left pointer fingernail shortened to a painful length, I blame both nervousness and guitar.
a small paper-cut on my left hand. I think it was accidentally self-inflicted.
Green long sleeve shirt from yesterday. Cotton, a dull moss green, it falls into folds as it's a bit big on me. One button open for no real reason but the dislike of the symmetry of a buttoned shirt.
Dry mouth from basketball. Sleepy eyes.


Today Annamarie took me out for hot chocolate. Bless her for buying me it, as I had no money... I got really paranoid about the time, ends up we got back early, I thought we were running late. Ehh, I'm that way.
Artemisa gave me a nice pair of earings, and Annamarie gave me some cool smelly soaps. I LOVE SMELLY SOAPS! Er, I just love uselessly wonderful pampering fun bath crap. It's joyous stuff. Like the bubble bath confetti. :D That stuff is awesome. And dissolving bath roses. (*laugh*) I like baths. Warm.

I was too tired to do Christmas shopping.. I have to get them something back.

On Sunday afternoon I'm going to a cookie making party, Annamarie's... After that, I'll be visiting the Buddhist Monastary. *nod nod* I'm no follower of anything, just those places are so damned pretty.. Ornaaaaate. Anyway, I like the religion, they have good intentions. Most religions are corrupt, this one I think is one of the few that is not. Believe it all or not, they do have a positive outlook on life, or, a way to appreciate all.. So, beneficial either way. Anyway, I'm curious.
Someone's brining us, so yes.

SLeepy me.. Sleepy sleepy..
My legs huurt..

I sent a little hello to my ex, as it seems the 'silence' has been broken. I haven't talked to him for about four months or so, well, I did say hi yesterday but I mean before that..
*shrug* Doodling with him is fun. But he's still the same old annoying emo kid who can't grow up nor enjoy anyone for how they are.. *sigh* Ariel and him even broke up, jeez. I wish he'd find love and actually be happy and not whine about it. I swear he can't be happy. He fights he ignores he has little commitment. So good luck to him. He makes an okay friend but never anything more. He's too pretty to be good, as all pretty people are. Whatever made people made you be one or the other... Pretty inside, or pretty on the outside.... Never both.
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I look forward to getting an xmas gift from my boyfriend..

Thing is.... With penpals.. They suck. I mean..... Three people have said, I'll mail you something. None ever did, though we were close. I mailed them all this fun stuff and they never returned the favor. Huge disappointment. So I'm sorta afraid that my bf won't send anything or something...

Anyway, I'm having fun getting together his gift. I always spoil loved ones.
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I needa sleep.. I'm paranoid (as is he sometimes) at this moment. He's like 'omfg ex!' and I'm like 'omfg fuck buddy!'
Well, not literally. But a sex-joke friend. So it's kinda like, *twwwwwitch* Don't be doing that no more because it's like flirting and it's like, nooo..

My parents are also stressing me out. They argue about once every five months, as they enter in things for my mom's business.. *sigh* Because things get confusing and they get annoyed and stressed.
It always sucks so I hide in my room.

So... um.....
Yeah.. I'm hungry too.. T__T

I'm hungry tired paranoid and stressed. Bad. Time to sleep before I start getting all teary eyed for no reason like I do when I feel all these things at once.