"hopeless romantic who lacks romance wonders if she has the chance at romance at all so she looks for some way to be convinced"

Explaining to Wess my irrational fear of not being pretty.
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I see, so how is people telling you you're pretty going to help you think you have romance? Anyone can tell you you're pretty but it doesn't mean they like you. Which is why you should take it from the people who matter. I hate myself, you know this, I find myself to be hideous, repulsive and disgusting in every single way, from head to toe. But if someone close to me honestly says: "you're not bad looking" or "you're cute" I believe their opinion. Everyone else, fuck em
I need their opinions about as much as I need an infected scortum
scrotum*'

lol. being told I'm pretty would tell me that someone I want to be with could possibly like me back

Then why hang up all over it?

I don't know, because I'm brainwashed.. from childhood, beauty is everything for a girl

I know, it's sad
Beauty won't get you anywhere in life. People tell me: "yeah, be a model". Yeah, once you become bolemic because your manager tells you the public once to see ribs, we'll see how happy you are
Beauty is overrated trash and there is no such thing as perfection. France and America have created an image in which only shallow people with dark hearts feed into. If someone has a great personality, no matter how ugly they are, they always look great. And again, practical? No such thing as pretty or ugly, some people find one girl gorgeous, others find her pretty. It's sick brainwashing and it needs to be shot down

yeah..
and that's how my eyes work
all my friends can never be ugly to me
at first I think they look strange but all flaws fade

-Nod- Because you learn about them

yup
it's interesting
and I'm glad, because I'm happy to judge by heart and not shell

Yes, it makes you a good person -gives you another cookie-

hehe

Honestly? I don't think I have ever EVER Looked at any girl and thought "Ew..." because, no matter how thin, fat, pimply, nasty, greasy, scaly, whatever a girl is...I always find something pretty about her Even if I don't know them