The Whole Crush Story

Speaking of crush.. (I'm trying to cheer up after the last post)
I'll tell you the story.
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The first time I really even glanced upon him was sometime in the first week of school.. We were getting together with the other classes in the block, therefore those not from my class were in the same room as us for a day. He caught my eye. Not instant attraction, but he looked different.
I hadn't seen him since..

I saw him again in the hallways many months later.. Again he caught my eye. I strained my neck as I walked towards the staircase, looking back with curiousity and trying to get a good look at him..
Some days later I saw him as I was leavig 2nd period, he was right at the door I was coming out of first. Tried to catch his eye, I think he looked back.

I told Weston about the whole thing. He laughed and said I was such a dork, which is a sort of compliment from him. It means I'm dumb and cute, I suppose you could say. He told me before that it's not an insult. He's fond of calling me a 'Tard' as well. Haha.. I asked what to do, he said to talk to the guy.. But I'm far too shy for that. I was thinking.. note.. and then I think, hell no. I've tried that one and failed every time. So, I decided I'd think and plan along the way. I can't do it in the evening, I'll plan according the the moment/situation.

I was in luck! We were writing an essay in the Biology room.. And it was a block meet time again. I was thinking to myself 'gah, please be assigned to this room..' and he was. I was like, 'yes!'

For three periods we were writing an essay.. The prewrite, the first, and final draft.. All of it! All in class, no preperation beforehand. So I had a lot of time to work and also in the back of my head, think.

I knew Alex D. pretty well, as he rides my bus and he's a good tapdancer. He went to my middle school, and is fairly friendly and sometimes holds a brief conversation. As an excuse to get closer to my crush, I walked back there and started talking to Alex...

I found out, from both attendance and waering memory, my crush's name is Souren. A neat name for an interesting looking guy.
My observations were only from the breif stares I managed in his direction. He has medium lenth straight dark brown hair.. A pale even toned face.. Sharp in some way, hard to explain. Just an odd face, less rounded. Blue eyes. Though it isn't my thing, it suits him. It's not cold clear blue, but a more even dark blue. Fairly tall and thin, just in general attractive to my tastes.

So, I schemed in my head a way to do something.. I wouldn't talk to him, because first of all he yawned and said "I'm so tired..", so I didn't want to make him talk. :P haha, it's the first thing I've heard him say up close. XD

Alex appeared to be Souren's friend. So on the way out I asked him if he was friends with Souren. He said yeah, pretty close friends.. And as it was five minute passing period, I said to Alex "hey, can I have your email? I need to ask you something.."
He gave it to me. Success!

After Japanese class ended in 4th period, I pondered to myself, thinking of Souren, growing lost in thought. Avoiding the students, I glanced to my side and was shocked to find him riiight next to me. I was just like 'o____o' in my head but kept walking, dodging through the crowds of students. A coincidence I think, but the timing was amazing.

Yesterday I feverishly emailed Alex, admitting that I had a crush on Souren and asking him to tell me about him, so I can know if he'd be someone I'd like in the first place.

I'm nervous because I haven't gotten a reply.. I hope I do before school starts.. otherwise I'll feel quite awkward.