Damn it Wess... *sigh* Shouldn't have made me figure out why I'm gloomy, even though I found a cute crush who talks to me.
Fuckity fuck. It's no fair. It's no fair. NO fair, no fair no fair no fair.
..... why the hell..
Weston's reminding me......... How you can't escape. How you can pretend, but you can't escape. What? Love. I hate it so much.
ZANDRY, WHY THE F-CK CAN'T I GET OVER YOU?
I hate this.
You're the only person who would listen to me for hours. You're the only one who thinks I'm pretty just as I wake up. You're the only person who's overjoyed to 'see' me. You're the only one who would hold my hand. You're the only one who ever wrote like that about me. You're the only one I've ever wanted to kiss. You're the only one who talked to me on the phone and told me a bedtime story over it. You're the only one I would write about on my wall. You're the only one I could trust with anything. You're the only one I could share my weird thoughts to. You're the only one who refuses to hurt me.
I want to move on.. but I don't. I know you don't love me. I know you love her. I know I know I know I know. So why won't it.... sink in? Even if it does, why can't I let go?
Because you're everything I ever wanted..
Why can't I be what you wanted? Why love ever work? Why can't I smile when I'm finding chances with people who can actually be with me? Why can't I?
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