Yes. I've made the 'uncanny' decision to stop the nasty habit. Shaving. Such something I do not need to do, but do for the sake of men's eyes, which I happen to not care the least about. Why did I shave in the first place? With belief that it actually mattered. It doesn't. It shouldn't. And any guy who cares won't be the one for me.
We have hair for insolation. It's winter. I don't wear shorts, I don't wear skirts, so who cares. I'm boyish, very boyish. Doesn't hurt.
And I may as well have my legs match my lovely hairy arms, which I've been taught to loath. Sadly I do. But some see this as a good thing, surprisingly. I was dumbfounded at that my grandma was not complimenting my eyes, lips, face.. But my arms. She motioned to her bare hairless arms and said she wish they were like mine. I gave her an odd look for that. So if I can have hairy arms, why can't I have hairy legs?
I'm not going out, I just 'broke up' with the person I was never with in the first place, who neither could see me or hear me, nor love me.
Therefore, why the hell am I shaving? I don't appeal to guys at all, no guys like me, date me, or even talk to me, so why bother trying..? If it's for the sake of other girls and matching them, that's also something I don't want to do.
Maybe after a few weeks I'll parade around in a short skirt. Lovely legs, figure, but oh god, hair. Hair, omfg. Boys, shut up, get used to it, I'm naturally that way and there's nothing wrong with it. If any of you guys actually looked at me or talked to me maybe I'd change my mind, but considering they don't care, I won't care what they care about.
Though I'm giving up on my legs, underarm is an absolute no on not shaving. Because, to remain feeling clean and at all feminine, I've got to keep at least that up.
But gooodbye wasting an extra ten or so minutes trying to shave. *whistles*
Did you know that two weeks ago, a guy asked me if I was a girl? For god's sake.. I have a girl's face, lips, eyes.. I have hips, I have fine legs.. Sheesh. Just because you don't get to stare at my boobs doesn't mean I'm a boy. (I have no boobs) And just because my hair isn't to my shoulders doesn't mean it either. *shakes head*
I'm not ugly. I'm just not girly. And that's all there is to it. Maybe I'm just a feminine guy to them. Interesting. Maybe taking weight training makes me a dyke to them. Greeat.
But whatever.
To hell with a man's standards. We have to cook, clean, give birth, take care of the children... We have to be beautiful and not age, we have to be sexy and we have to wear painful shoes. We have to be all they can't. We have to not be lazy, we have to do far too much for them. Therefore, to hell with it. I'm never doing that, ever. I'll be what society calls ugly, and I'll enjoy every minute of my freedom. I'll roll in the grass and ruin my pants, I'll never wear jeans, I'll wear plain tshirts, I'll never shave and I'll dye my hair, someday shave my head. And such will be heaven.
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no shaving, fantastic. Better to spend time writing. I love your writing but don't always know if it's yours or another's. However, I do notice you give credit to composers sometimes. Here's to beautiful silky hair....
*laughter*
Well, I enjoy quoting lyrics because in most cases they can explain how i feel better than I can myself. But I'll always (as long as I remember) say who did it, so you just have to watch for that.
If it's not poetic, it's my writing. If it is poetic and says no composer, it's my poetry.
Here here :P
I hear ya! I didn't shave my legs for my wedding day! That was 8 years ago he's still with me..still loves me as I am hairy legs and all. I have shaved from time to time but he doesn;t seem to notice so...let it grow. But I too find it a MUST to shave the underarms. Clean indeed.
As for feeling ugly...feel empowered instead. You are a woman who can make choices for yourself and not cling to what others around you want you to be. Be you..its the best way to be.
-Hairy in Michigan
Cool, good to hear. Haha... Hairy in Michigan.. XD
Wess' -Lol. Well I didn't expect all to agree. XD And yes yes, understandable. It's not like I'm giving up shaving entirely, it's just for now my legs don't show and nobody cares. In the summer I'll probably go back to it, because it'd be icky to not. But until then I'm going to be 'freeeeee' :P
hi there, anyway i think guys basically have stereotypic view that all girls have to be slim demure and hairless, to fit their perfect description of a "girl". well they can be idiots sometimes.. but what matters most is how you feel. so i think you should be proud of yourself. well at least i am.
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