Giiiirly Day

Very very giiirly.. Haha.

One word. Pedicure. Like, totally, yes. Hahah. Oh gawd. -__-;

Anyway..
Last year for my birthday my parents bought me a basket of bath products from a school auction, and it was mostly foot stuff (I hate feet) and one thing was a freaking 45 dollar pedicure gift certificate! What the f--!
I put it off the rest of school and all summer, and now decided to do it before it expired. I've never had a pedicure before. Beeecause, I hate feet. I was emotionally scarred from my brothers' smelly feet with athlete's foot and peeling and nastiness.. So I have this icky thing with feet. Feet are gross, smelly, and gross-.. Yeah. I can't stand them. If they use my blanket and their feet touch it I refuse to use it afterwards. And I hate when I'm sitting in the morning barefoot and someone's freezing cold foot brushes against my ankle. It's like, ahhhhh...
Yeah, enough about my foot phobia..

So damn. 45 dollars.. what the hell are they going to do to me? Haha.. Like an hour's worth.. *twitches* I hope I'm not super ticklish or something.

This morning I was really grumpy. My hair was a greasy rat's nest and I was curled up under my covers, unwilling to come out as I was annoyed at my little brother, who had a friend over for a sleepover.
I waddled upstairs to look around DA and junk and felt miserable.
I went back to bed because I didn't want to be around Carson.

Mom came down, I told her through chat (though we were across the room from each other, ha) that I was grumpy.

And why my mom is the best mom in the world...

She gave me breakfast in bed.. ^__^ Make eggs and toast and hot chocolate and orange juice in a wine glass, hahah.. And a potted plant..
And then she set up a freaking candle-lit bath for me. O__o... .. Huh.
I gave her many hugs.
She does this randomly about once every four months or so..
She french-braided my hair and we went to the mall to look for a rug because my room's rug is gray and I was thinking it'd be nice to have something more.. warm..
I dressed up in my very cool shiny dress.. It's a costume but I like to wear it. It shinnes.. Everyone stared as I walked by, and it was really fun.
Some months ago I managed to spill a very large drink of pop all over the table at the food court, but today my mom did. I found that funny. Her turn!
Mom did the 'hold up hand test' and found I was shaking more than usual. "damn, the meds aren't working huh.." I shrug.
I have fun weaving between the booths in the middle, avoiding advertisers that harass you to buy their crap. I find it fun. It's a dodging game. "HAHA~! I dodged another one!"
People selling cellphones (I don't have one and don't want one) and useless stuff...
So I had fun today. It was raining hard but I enjoyed myself.
(I was writing this before I tried the pedicure)

Soo.. That was interesting. It was fine except that I had a hell of a time trying to keep my toes still. It's like, arg.. It's like trying to keep my hands still! My hands shake a little constantly, and trying just makes it worse. Same with my feet, it seems. I felt sickeningly girly afterwards. Crimson toenails and walking into a 7-11. A guy grinned at me upon entry. Mom said I was 'glowing', that I should wear my hair like this everyday. I was also wearing a white skirt (Zandry, do you remember that? *laughs* I do) and a light gray jacket with a gray shirt, I dunno, just slightly angelic. Especially with my hair like this.. I swear it makes me even more innocent and earthy looking. I really like it.

So.. It was good. I had an interesting conversation with the pedicure lady... She randomly blurted, 'so, do you have a boyfriend?' and I laughed and said no, not yet. She told me about her last boyfriend.. Said he had long thick hair to his waist and liked 'romping with the fay'. I was thinking, 'OH MY GOD! Who is he? Damn!' because I love fairies and earthy stuff and guys with long hair are positively beautiful.. Especially to their waist. ^___^ He literally believed in fairies though, which I found interesting. Fairies are wonderful.. Mischievous.
The lady was quite homely and nice, so I was comfortable, though she mentioned how I was not. Indeed. Trying to keep my legs from shaking and toes still and trying not to think was hard. I can't really nap when I'm trying to keep still.
Afterwards my legs felt similar to jello and I was trying to keep from being shaky.

Anyway.. Was a good day. Girly.. It's scary. Girls are scary. Feeling like a girl is scarier.. o__o Weird.
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By the way I feel similar to a frightened doe right now..