Whoooo..

Apologies very much. I've been crazy busy, well, the days go by fast, I'm trying to arrange a sort of Halloween get-together, and my costume is nowhere near done.
Also, I've been busy on DA... Yah.

But I'll give you some of my writing from DA, as you guys don't see it. It's blog-like anyway. This is what I said:
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Hehe.
Just saying, to anyone from the forums who did/is visiting my page, thanks so much.
Jeeez.. I got a lot more feedback than I expected, by far. I didn't know there were a lotta people on DA who had the same problem. I didn't particularly make my subject exactly.. respondable.. It was just a bit open-ended whining, haha.

And for those who already watch me and have no clue what I mean.. I started a forum thread in help with life about my social anxiety disorder thingie-majigger, because I was particularly low and feeling kinda.. I dunno, without friends.
It's at http://forum.deviantart.com/community/life/514161/ .. But I said that already, whoops.

Three more watches.. *chokes on nothing and starts laughing* Flattered, very much. *grins* Nice people out there, I must say.
This is a mood booster for sure. Gah. How the heck will I concentrate on my homework now, huh?
*waves at James and laughs*
Seems I won't be quite so alone, at least, I'll have people to talk to sometimes.
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About my 'real' life..

Today I went to the fabric store with my mom to get fabric for my costume. Fun stuff. I'm excited for Halloween, I hope she can finish the costume in time.. I'm being Yorda from the video game Ico. I looove that game. The.. possible sequel is Shadow of the Colossus, and I recommend both very much, they're for PS2.

What's really hilarious is.. I got mistaken for a boy, AGAIN!
I was wearing a damned crimson ribbon at my neck and yet they still call me a boy. Jeezzz... Am I that.. androgynous? It's really a laugh.
Jeezus Zandry, crazy fool, if I'm so pretty, why does everyone think I'm a boy? Haha.

I guess it's my clothes.. I was wearing my semi-baggy dark green cargo pants, and a plain dark grey fleece jacket.. Mm.. I guess nothing I was wearing was feminine, so I could be mistaken for a guy... I always wear stuff like this. Very comfy. Also, I never ever wear makeup! So I guess plain faces with medium length hair and plain clothes.. I could be a feminine boy.

"I didn't want to leave your son holding that huge roll of fabric looking lost" "Ah, my daughter actually, but yeah" "Huh... ..?" (me) "Oh, jeesh, I'm making so many mistakes today"
So funny!

Did you know I'm a freak? Just yesterday I said I wished I could be a dragqueen. "Because they have so much fun!!" I mean, damn, they get to wear such crazy looking things.. hahah. I'd love to wear freaky fake eyelashes and glam myself out for a really good laugh.. With a long wig and everything glittering and so so so cheesy. I'd love to. Too bad I'm not a guy. Well, I could always be a fake dragqueen. A girl pretending to be a guy pretending to be a girl. Haha, oh my god.

I had a dream that involved tea, romantic sand, and digging holes. Hahah.. Romantic sand..

Damn, I forgot what I was going to say.. Ummmm.......
Curses! I hate when that happens.

Damn, Elizabeth, I'll say it again, you rock. Hahahhahha.
She said:
"lol. THat's... special. DRAG QUEEN! sorry just had to say that..... MWHAHAHAHAHA you can never make me not want to be your friend! it's impossible! mwhahahaha! you're stuck with me! *hands you a piece of chocolate* Smile damnit."

I'm grinning, haha.
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Ohhh! Now I remember what I was going to say!!!
Last night I took a shower at 2 AM. Mom was like "take a shower! Gaawd" and I was like "You really wouldn't mind me taking a shower at 2 AM..?" "Nah, it's fine" That was weird o__o.
And.. After I took my shower, at um..... 3:30 AM.. I cut my hair.

I just was looking in the mirror cabinet, saw a little pair of scissors, and then looked at my hair. I thought to myself.. "Oh.. I still have a hint of that crappy old brown dye from when my hair was fading.. When I dyed it wild colors.."
So, I decided, I'll cut off the outgrown dye.
So in the middle of the night, snip snip snip, I cut here and there and everywhere, completely randomly. Different lengths, uneven, not in a straight line. I then take dozens of pictures of myself, because for some reason the only time I feel like I'm actually pretty is when I'm clean and just had taken a shower. So I made faces and had fun showing off my new haircut to my camera.

I went to bed, my mom wandered in, I was just staring at the ceiling after hearing her footsteps, with all the lights on. I showed her my haircut, and she was like wow, that's cute! I laughed and mentioned how everyone says "NEVER CUT YOUR OWN HAIR!".. Yet, it worked out great. And I wasn't even trying.. Just having a sort of fairy cut, all random and branching out n such.. It looks nice, and feels nice to not have as much weight on my head, ha.

Yeah, jeez, talkative. This is blog material. I'll talk about my dream there.
Hugs to all.