Sobbing

I'm c.. .. cryign.. my fucking.. eyes. out.. I can't stop crying.. I can't stop crying.. i cna'.t..s sffop.. ..,.,,,,,
I can't.. stop.. crying.. I can't .. stop.. ... .... .s..sc..
... crying.. carying.. cryan.g..xzIcan't.. sotp.. crying.. I can't..
sto..
crying..
... .. why.. why why why whhwya.sdf..s.
sob sob.. s... .. shaking.. crying.
I can't sotp..

why.. can't.. .. why.. why. why.... .. why.. why.. he .. why..
I d..on't.. want.. ... .. ...
... *taks..
a deep.. breath.. and ..*

.. ..

chokingon teaers..
... I don't.. want this.. anymore.. I don't.. want this.. I don't want this.. I don't want hthis.. I don't want this.. ..

I've.. never cried so much.. before..

Snuffles.. is watchign me crying.. She doesn't know what i'm doing.. she's staring at me.. she'ss..scared.. because. she's never seen me cry..

... shaaking.. .. ... can't.. ... ... .. .. I.. .. .don't.. want this.. anymore.. can't stop crying.. I can't stop.. crying.. I... ...
I'm.. terrible..?
Why..? I'm.. .. I.. .. .. I don't.. want to hurt.. anyone. Why am ..
WHY DOES EVERYONE WHO LOVES ME AND EVERYONE I LOVE EVENTUALLY HATE ME?
,, that..s. ..all.. I ever want to know..
...
God, why did you bring me here??? WHY did you bring me here? Why did you make me like this?
why did you make me .. ehre... I wish I was hnever .. born.. ..
Why did you do this to me? Why did you? Why did you?
Someone.. kill me.. I don't.. want this.. i can't stop crying. I can't fucking.. stop crying.
I don't want to live like this.

I con't.. stop.. crying. I can't stop crying. ,,


... oh.. finally.. stopped.. silence.
And I can breathe.. once more.. ...

Oh.. no.. don't.. start again.. I'm.. okay.. I'm.. okay.. I'm.. okay.. Please.. tell me I'm okay..