So Exciting and Nervewracking!

Gah! I'm so ecstatically nervous I can't stand it!

I gave him the note. Meeeeep... Scary and exciting. Had my first smile all week... Lasted the whole bus ride.

Ahahaaaaa... I'm so jittery I can hardly think. BREATHE!

He lives two blocks away. My god. Hahah.
o__o.. .

So excited nervous and worried. Feel sick but happy. What if it's just me? What if I make myself look like an idiot?
Oh well if that happens. Was worth the risk..

In the morning I took the PSAT with a crapload of juniors and some sophomores. So the first three periods I was sitting in the auditorium, working on it.

The rest of the day I sat in each class and during Japanese I finished up my little note.. In math I folded it up sloppily (no idea how to paper-fold).
After school, I watched the crowd moving through to the busses, and waited and looked for red. I didn't see any red. But after about five minutes I saw orange, and twas him. So I observed, as he was walking down to the left, and didn't give it to him, because I really wanted to wait for the right moment. I didn't want his friends, or the people he hangs out with, to see.

I wondered to myself who I was dealing with. I decided to make a last minute analyzation of him, to be sure I wouldn't regret giving him the note. To make sure he wasn't the sort of person who would make me feel dumb.
I watched him. He was standing around with a group of boys, and was observing them being idiots jokingly beating up one of their friends (pulling his hoodie closed, untying his shoes, wrestling). He steps back and watches, moves away as not to be bumped into.
He was quiet. He rarely speaks, and when he does, he's not loud. Goooood.
And he's not ugly. That's a plus.
He also just lingered with his friends, and sometimes stood alone. So, in general, a slight loner.
So I thought to myself, I won't regret this.

I followed, went in the general area he was in, waiting for an opportunity. But he was with other people.
When the second group of busses came, I knew I had to do it soon. I saw my bus towards the back, and saw his bus was a few before. I stood and waiting for him to walk in my direction. I hold out the note, and at first he's oblivious. I basically have to whack it at him so he knows it's for him. :P
"Hey.. Hey-!.. Here." I hand him it.

He mumbles something. I couldn't quite hear it.

"Oh..A referral...?" I swear he probably said that, haha. He seemed quite confused. I guess he thought it was a request to report slip, or something. Because when else do you get a slip of paper?

So he finally takes it, and I walk off and board my bus, grinning slightly at success.

When I look out the window, he has nothing in his hands, so hopefully he put it in his pocket. If not, well, damn. Haha.

So yeah. I'm hoping I get an email. Scary. Yah, see you.