Prayer.

To thy almighty god I praaay.. Ooooohmmmmnnnnnnn...... Oh wait, that's buddhism..? hooo.
Kidding.
Anyway. I HOPE FATE ISN'T FUCKING WITH ME!
STOP MAKING ME MEET GUYS ON THE INTERNET! STOP! STOP~!
Two long distance relationships so far. Two that failed. Two that were dumb. I DON'T WANT A THIRD.
Yes.

So, I hope, that I can keep to myself any attachment I get for no reason whatsoever to the next guy I talk to. *points at him*
YOU. Don't let me do anything. I'm an evil stalker from hell that will make your life a living hell!

Ask Michael. Don't ask Zandry, because he's silly and thinks well of me. Michael would know, I'm a clingy bitchy ravenous romantic shitty person. To boys. No, Elizabeth, don't argue. I'm evil, pure evil. I'll make your life suck. Yeah. So if you talk to me, don't let me like.. Hell if I know.. Don't let me be dumb. Don't let me like you too much. Because if I do, you're screwed.
My brain doesn't work when my heart takes over. And the only way you get out of it if my heart comes in.. Well... Is by clearly breaking it.
So don't learn the hard way.

Those who are exceedingly lonely and never speak tend to be real freaks inside and need some way to let it out. I talk to people, spill out my heart and soul to them, and whoever I give it to I tend to get attached to. It sucks. Because it's really stupid.

Considering every guy here ignores me, I get a little bit attached to the least bit of attention or care. I even gave this guy my email and talked about how I remembered him and asked him stuff, asked him to please email me, and I didn't get a word. And that was a guy who seemed to like me. The rest are just like 'oh, that person, whatever'
So yeah. Please please please please don't let me get attached.

Consider yourself warned.