I don't like love. ..

"Pick me, choose me, love me"
(is watching Grey's Anatomy just a little)

Yeah. I don't like it. mmmmkay?
So can I stop..? Please?

Yeah. I'm feeling it again. And it sucks. I could have all the friends in the world, and it wouldn't do a thing. Because you know what? Even having tons of people around me, I still only want one to stay.
And.. It doesn't work out that way, does it? It never really turns out how you want it to. You could love someone, they could love you, but.. Everything goes wrong. Everything that doesn't matter, gets in the way. Everything you don't want to matter.
Uuuuugh. I hate love. I hate it... HATE it..
DID YOU KNOW I still think about you every other goddamned day?! HUH?
It fucking sucks!

Makes me want to shave my head and become a fake dragqueen..! No, I'm kidding about you making me want to be a fake dragqueen. I already did.
Hehe. I'm fucked up, no? I want some fucking attention! I guess..?

Someone look at me and see something amazing...? ......... Something to grin?

Ugh it's so depressing it's not funny.
Makes my hands go cold and make me tired of all.