First I will start off by saying, it's so weird, I had a dream of you last night.
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First I'm running with my weight training class for whatever reason. We're following a road without a sidewalk, and going up it, near a very forest-like tree filled area. We run up. I decide to run into a path down the forest, and the others follow.
In the dark we can see a few people walking around.. And I'm surprised to see a naked guy, apparently a model for nude photography, in the forest at night with the photographer. He's in the distance and only glances back. In the forest I see hint of a brick wall, and then I realize it's an overgrown.. ... Something involving sports.. It's like the material and tiles of the ground around a swimming pool, and it stretches out a distance. It has numbers in red on some of it, and we look around at it. Ivy grows around the edges.
I keep walking, and at the edge of this hard ground, I see a weird sculpture. An eye. It's painted and large, just in the middle of this place.
I'm talking to Elizabeth, and I want to run away with her. I tell her we should run away for a day. It's dark out, and it sounds dangerous, and she says something about being worried that her dad would hear.
Someone out of nowhere asks me, would you really run away like that?
I say, no, it's not a big deal, just escaping for a day or two.
I forget the rest....
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Anyway, many hugs and thanks to Elizabeth... For the email and kind blog comment. No idea how nice it is to know someone cares when you're feeling low.
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ALSO! Thanks (though they won't see this) to everyone who responded to my forum thread on DA. I actually started one because I needed advice.
It's here: http://forum.deviantart.com/community/life/514161/
Kind people out there, it's good. I'd say more, but I can't think straight. I'll say more about this later, too much to think about.
2 comments:
Izzzzy..! I shall indeed respond to your email, I mean, gah, I was whining about it all this time, haha.
Life's all crazy busy, and homework.. Katakana is not nice. Your email has been on my mind all day, and I'm trying to dig through all these DA messages and finally get to it!!!!
I'm working on it. If I don't tonight, I'll get at it on monday. Hugs to you!
Oh.. Weird, two languages.. o__o
Indeed it is evil.
Standardized testing.. *shudders*.. Even worse. >__< Especially when they say to your face you're not doing well enough, may as well just say "you're stupid! Study harder!" They're hypocritical.
I've been off my meds too, and look at me!!! Hahaha. But it's not being off the meds that's really doing it.
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