Conversation with Oh-Wise One

Wess' does have truly the best shoulder to cry on.

Weston and I talk. He's the 'relationship master' for some crazy reason. And he's blunt but has a humor, so he's good to rant with. I don't rant so much, but he's good for advice. He gives me a good laugh when I'm alone and low, and he's going through the same thing I am. It feels so nice to have a friend who can really understand and relate.

It glooms me out....... these days. I must say. All I need is a shoulder to cry on, and a smile these days. Because it's 10:30, and I feel tears already.
Everything hurts, sometimes. Smile, laugh. It's okay. He's only trying to get rid of you. But he doesn't mean it so harsh. As if that's any comfort. Unwanted, sucks. Like fuck.
Eh. I feel weird today.
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I'll share the conversation between us, because it's far too amusing and interesting. Long, but worth it.
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dude, sleeping you should be :P
Dude, I went to bed at 8am :P
haha, oh :P I get am and pm mixed, hahah
XD -Shakes head-
lol
How're you? AS sick as it is to admit, I've missed you
haaa.. I'm doing decent, a little tired, as usual
You and me both sista :P
lol
I've been on this Ska music phaze so I've spent my late night hours finding underground Ska bands to listen to
ah, I see. and this led to the insnomia? *spelled wrong*
-Pat pat- Tanya dear... I've had Insomnia for 3 years
ohooo I see
:)
I thought you stayed up rather late
Nope, my body just refuses to go to sleep
didn't think you were an official insomniac tho
-Dusts off his shoulders cockily- Yus yus, no autographs
hah, I already know one, you're not that special
HArsh. Well don't worry, I already know another psychopath, so you're not that special either
haha, but an official one?
No and you're not offical either
ah, I suppose not..
5:25 PM
So what've you been up to that has kept you so "busy"
hm.. mostly school junk, sleep, eat, school, internet
Sounds like fun
hah, I wish
Tsch, it's only as fun as you make it
true
And I made school very un-fun
hah, I see, how so?
I'm just not a school person
me neither..
I have no social skills, I hate learning things that I know I won't use in the future, I hate the lack of creativity, I hate learning at the same pace of idiots who can't read, I hate waking up that early, I hate having 8 different teachers, I hate peer pressure, I hate kids who label themselves. So that basically rules school out of my fun list
inndeeed.. dittooo, cept I have six classes.. what bugs me most is that what we learn is really useless for our future
Indeed. Especially what you learn in Math
hah, yeah
Seriously...that subject is so evil
yeah, I really want to know how big that sphere is
XD
lol
Also.. You know what I've realized?
mm?
Tell me if you agree...
kay...
College, they say it's supposed to focus on your future career, correct? The thing is they make you take a whole bunch of other classes just like in high school and only 2 on your career So, to me it's like.. Why not just take side-classes that focus on your career? Instead of spending TONS of money on college
yeah
I mean, in November I'm taking online Screenwriting classes and also I found some nice Creative writing and Dialogue writing classes down where I'm moving. All of that combiend.. Is cheaper than a college
yeah, it's a pain
-Nod- It is
sooo expensive.. I dunno how I'll buy myself food .. maybe when I'm off on my own I'll have to beg my parents to mail me like, cup of noodle by the hundred or something
lol
but I've never actually had cup of noodle, surprisingly.. guess I'm too lazy to bother going to buy them and trying it, haaa
That stuff is really good and brb
kay
5:35 PM
Sorry about that, ordered food for delievery ^^
hah, it's fine, whatcha get?
It's a burger from this diner called "Olympic", it's on the other side of the island haha
haah
They're REALLY good
that's cool
Yussir
I need to find something that's 'REALLY good', I swear, I get so tired of food
You sound like me, I get sick of food easily, tis sad
yeah
I like something, and eventually I get sick of it, and my list of things I wanna eat goes down, so I forget to and that's bad
XD. Mmmm tasty
lol. bah, I'm hungry
Go get some food
hm...
5:40 PM
ehh... fine, I'll go get a snack, brrrrb
Hehe okies ^^
yesh, back
5:45 PM
what have you been doing these days anyway?
Sorry, went to go get drinks lol
lol, tis fine
These days? Well we move a week from Monday into our new home, last week my computer finally just kicked the bucket so I decided "No more retail computers" and I ordered computer parts and built my own so I've been fixing the bugs out of it. Other than that, just hanging out with my family, getting ready to move, working sometimes for my Aunt, etc, etc
ah, I see
^^ Yup
sounds tricky building a comp
It is. Tricky is an understatement
lol
hard to the point of wanting to tear out your hair?
Exactly
And building it isn't even the hard part
hah
Getting everything running properly is
yeah, thought so
Luckily I have a friend who is a hardcore geek and he's a good friend of mine too. So luckily I've got it running to a point. But there is still so much crap wrong and I'm going to send it to him so he can fix it XD
haha, that's lucky, otherwise it'd be a whole bunch of work for nothin'
Indeed
have you ever used www.rhymezone.com ?
Nope, what is it?
5:55 PM
a really really useful rhyming dictionary site
Interesting.....what made you need to use it? XD
lol, just getting stuck on poetry
XDD -Shakes head once again-
lol, what? it's hard to rhyme especially when attempting to write a poem that has a certain rhyming pattern you can't break
Poems = Don't always have to rhyme
I know, I don't always rhyme
Rhyming isn't that hard either
haha, sheesh. it can be
Well...give me an example of one you're stuck on
hm.. trying to think of one..
kk
well, say I was trying to rhyme something with telling? I can't think of something at the moment for that, besides spelling and yelling or something...nvm, I can think of some
XD -Pat pat-
hush, dictionaries are a lot more helpful to try to make the word fit..
Yes but as an artist you should try and do it from your own mind
whaatever, it's just one word
"Once in a while" = a lot XD
it's not like I write one word, pause and look in dictionary, write another
Hehe
what's cool is it also lists where the words appears in Shakespeare works, quotations, mother goose rhymes, bible passages, and different definitions
That's pretty kool
yuuup, also finds synonyms, antonyms, definition, related words, similar sounding words, homophones, eeetc..so pretty useful
So it's like a cheat code utopia for writers XD
yeesh
I'm kidding!
indeed ... but I agree!
You know I like to push your buttons
haha, yeah yeah yeah, just like Zandry likes confusing me
Canadians confuse me too
lol. but he does it on purpose
Are you two finally an item?
nope
6:05 PM
-Shakes head-
which sucks
What's his excuse?
haha *thinks* in the back of his head he's still in love with his best friend (whom's parents won't let them be together, and didn't let them talk to each other all summer) and is kinda waiting for her, so he could never love me like I love him
Ouch
lol, indeed
Well, piece of advice?
kinda drives me crazy, because he can't exactly be with her. and go ahead
Well if he truly loves her, trust me, that won't matter. But As for the advice
bah
Don't stick with something that is hopeless, you're young.
blah, I'm not exactly sticking with it, but it hasn't exactly sunk in
Just trying to help you
yeah, i know. I've already gone through the whole "oh my god, I have no chance" phase, so it's not like it's exactly the same. We're still close friends, just I realize I probably won't be with him, though I wish I could. Basically I'm treating him as a friend only, mentally pretending he has a girlfriend so I can move on if I have to
You poor thing haha, I know how you feel, I really do.
lol, interferences suck
Yes, yes they do
I loath the thought that if she was out of the picture it woulda worked, gah.. I think he actually said it was the only reason
Just try not to think about it, like I said, you're young. You'll find someoe else, I'm sure of it
ookay.. we'll see
I've been around longer than you, so shush, lol
yeeah, and are you with someone yet?
Nope, I'm 17 and even though I am deeply in love with someone too, I doubt I'll be able to spend my life with her
lol, see, that's my exact worry
You can't let it worry you though. It doesn't worry me
I'm only 15 , meh. lucky you, it doesn't worry me, but it bugs me
Tanya, do you believe in the whole "fate" thing?
um, I blame fate all the time, so I guess
XD Okay well
lol
Put it this way
if it doesn't work, it wasn't meant to
Yus
hah. I'll try to think like that, but ya. I always think that's the reason my last long distance sucked so much, was because he really was kinda a jerk and I had no chance, was dumb. So yeah, sometimes I think it's fate way of giving me hell for being dumb and making me move on to the right direction
Long distance rarely works anyway
haha, shuddup
:)
woah, lag, lol. neway, until I find someone else, I'm going to pretend it does
lol. Hey it worked for me for a long time, long distance wasn't the reason I broke up with her. I twas family and friends making it so we were barely a couple. So it works as long as you try
okay. oh no, now you're giving me a hope as motivation *covers ears*
I don't give motivation, I tell the truth. I could be very blunt with you too
well well, maybe wrong word, I just mean oh no, I might twist that around as a way to make myself think it'll work
hah, I prefer only semi-blunt, thank you
lol. Well too bad
blah
But really, all I try to do is help...I told you many a time you can come to me with your problems so I won't give you false hopes, lies, or shitty motivation. Just blunt truths and reality. lol
haha, yay. I'm kinda a dumb person in the way I get reality hope and imagination confused, so at least you can whack me back to the ground with blunt reality
XD
I like that image, lol (me flying off into sky on a pair of denial wings 'la la laaa' and then you coming out of nowhere and dropping reality on me and I go squish )
lol@@
XD
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*laughing* metaphors are such wonderful things. why is it that you're the 'oh-wise-one' for relationship advice?
I'm not, I just tell you what I have learned from my personal experiences, they are right or wrong depending on your situation lol
lol, well you seem to be doing pretty well so far
^_^ lol
*bows down to the wise one*
XDD
grant me um.. enlightenment of your knowledge!
The cheese always molds better on the bluest part of the sky?
I love to imagine you in that huge truck in the desert still. ooooh, I'll keep that in mine
l You remember me telling you about that?
yeah, of course. I have a super memory
I don't
and we talked of the hills turning to glass.. and how we would want the end of the world to be
Yes, I remember that!
haha, cool
We have interesting conversations
yeah, it's fun. we're both weird enough to pull it off
Buwahahaha
Guahahaha
Hey, what's on your agenda for Halloween?
noo clue. taking my bro trick or treating, seeing a scary movie with friends likely at my house
Aww, I wanna come
lol. you'd get bored 'this movie sucks!'
Probably, you guys would probably watch some B-Horror movie and it'd be all dumb
yeah
You know what I'm seeing around Halloween?
what? the um.. exorcism of Emily one?
6:30 PM
Nah, already saw that
ah
Great movie by the way
okay
Saw II is the one though
ah, I've never seen a scary movie at a theatre, because I'm afraid I'll make a scene
Really?
haha, yeah
Naaah, don't worry about it People make scenes in horror movies
well, movie theaters are particularly loud, so I'd have a heart attack. I'm just chicken mainly
Tsch
If I was there
I would
DRAG
You to one
haha
It's like "Come on, you're going -throws you over shoulder-"
lol, that'd be funny looking
Indeed
I guess in New York it's not such an odd sight to behold though?
Probably not
*nod*
lmao
?
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v295/irkenwolf/random/1125710268465.jpg
haha reminds me of my older bro. he always says "orly" for such a long time I had no clue what that meant, haha
lol
it's kinda like "kukuku", I assumed it was another weird inside joke expression
I've actually never heard that one before
lol
it's a japanese laugh I think 6:35 PM evil laugh and my bro's full of inside jokes, mom was looking over my shoulder one time, and she was like "what the heck are you guys talking about??"
Ohhhh, duh! I've seen that in a lot of Manga, just didn't remember XD
haha, I see
Yus, in this one manga I love called One Piece, there is this one villan called Foxy and he laughs like that a lot
I've heard of that one, but I haven't had a lot of time to check them out
:O :O :O
hm.. the ones I noticed were popular but still haven't checked out are One Piece, Death Note, and Inu Yasha
DEATH NOTE!
lol okay
Fuck Inuyasha lol, It's stupid
haha
Repetitive And badly done
yeah. a little too popular for me anyway. I've seen too much fan art. so I'll check out Death Note and One Piece sometime. didja know that search on DA works now?
No, I haven't been to DA in forever
lol, ya. so it's fun to search for fan art
Inuyasha fan art is annoying
ya
It's always of Kagome and Inuyasha -Rolls eyes-
mostly, but not always *searches Death Note on DA* http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/16426242/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/16426242/
OoooO I like that one
tis nice how many prettiful artists there are, but sadly it makes me a little more immune to being able to be impressed a lot
Yeah, that's what i don't like about sites like DA Doesn't leave room for it
yeaah.. you could be annoying and just have an account for faving and commenting
'll pass
lol, yeah, especially after you put so much trouble into getting out of it
6:45 PM
http://www.deviantart.com/view/14825550/
I know, good times
lol, one more http://www.deviantart.com/view/20753233/
Haha, if you read Death Note you would get why he was thinking of cake
lol. is he cake obsessed?
You'll see
lol, okay
And L is a badass
yay. everyone loves that
have you ever seen Bleach?
Nope, I'm not sure if I want to either
lol, how come?
Dunno, just like Naruto, it doesn't catch my attention
ah, yeah. if the battle sequences weren't boring, both would be better
Hehe One Piece battle scenes are fun
hah, cool
HAng on, k?
what, you gunna find me it?
http://www.stoptazmo.com/death_note/ there you go
haha, yay!
They are very up to date too Also http://www.stoptazmo.com/one_piece/
woot, thank ya
Anytime ^^
*highfive for supplying me with manga*
XD -Pats your head- No more of that
why not?
You gotta do the handshake
lol. what's with you guys and high fives..
I like high fives, I was just being a smartass
lol "I don't do highfives" I don't get why he doesn't, tis crazy
The Canadian?
yuppers. highfives are so satisfying! it's like, fwwwaaaaaap!
They're fun too haha XDD
and then victory dance 'hell yes!' I like highfives and frolicing
I haven't high-fived someone in forever XDD
lol you needa just to weird them out "HIGHFIVE!" *at random person*
lol That'd be great "High-five to save your soul -fwap-"
oh noes, I have to cut the convo because my dinner is here. therefore I am banished to the kitchen table but fear not! I will be back
XD Don't do anything stupid on the way
okay *falls down stairs*
Like cause a nuclear holocaust
sure thing
Just go eat
okay, see ya
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