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I don't wanna start crying again. Shh mind.. shhhh.. Shh shh shh.. It's okay.
Shhhh......... ..

how you manage to lose all confidence and all hope for yourself, I question.. Manage to believe yourself terrible and stupid with the hint of one word you were far too expecting to hear. Were you so afraid, that you made it a reality?.. Shh shh shh...
Shhhh.. Not stupid... .. .. no.. don't say "I guess so" You're not stupid. Human. Just like everyone else.


"Just shut your mouth, how can you say.. I go about things the wrong way. I am human and I need to be looved.. Just like everyone else does.. There's a club if you'd like to go. You could meet somebody who really loves you. So you go and you stand alone, and you leave on your own, and you go home, and you cry and you want to die.. When you say it's gonna happen now.. When exactly do you mean? See I've already waited too loong.. And all my hope is gone. I am human and I need to be looooved... Just like everybody else does......"
-How Soon Is Now, The Smiths

That song fits me perfectly right now.