Ah Shit!

NOooooO!!
It's 3 AM! 3 AM Oh MY GOD.

I've spent like.. three hours this night being depressed and angsty! Hell no!

NO! IT'S SUNDAY, SHIT! SCHOOL! HOMEWORK! I HATE THIS OH MY GOD..!
I'm going to fail my classes because I'm fucking sad. :(

No.. no no no..!
WHY DO I ALWAYS GET /heartbreak AT THE WORST TIMES~!
Yeah..
Last time I did, I missed a good birthday party, hahaha.
At least this fucking depression won't last 70 days like last time!

Yar. Bite me. I'll kill you.

I have knives in my room. Heee hee.. Sorry... Don't worry, I don't cut. I just like to scare you when I'm half insane.

Doot di doot doot. I love you, nobody. I love... I love.. MY SHADOW! Yes... he/she/it.. will be with me... Until the dark comes.. Ahh, damn you... Never mind. I hate you too.
Nah.. I can't hate you, my shadow. you've been here enough. You stay close.

I'm cold though. Shivering.... God.. fucking.. no.. not sunday.. why sunday..

Fucking hug me, fucking hug me, SOMEONE, anyone!
FUCK!

..... um. .... .... Sorry. Again. Gah. No swearing. fu--.... fu... haha.
.. gosh, this is so bad.

I wish I'd go to the hospital, so someone cared. Oh no.. I'm... like that again. that's terrible. I used to think that to myself. I would do anything to know I was cared about. I would lose my legs if someone was there to help me. Ya. Freak I am.

YAWN! ...

I FORGOT MY .. Pills.. again.. My insanity pills! YES!
No... My social anxiety pills. Ah fuck.

Mom'll notice and bug me about it.
I didn't on Friday, Saturday too.. Because I forgot, and also didn't want to on Saturday, didn't need it.

But I'll take some tomorrow morning..? I guess so.

Nah, I'll take them tonight. I don't wanna deal with mom talking about how she can't trust me. I'm FUCKING HURTIN'! But she won't know.

Anyway.. sooner I sleep, sooner I.. shit, do my homework. Anyway, sooner I sleep, sooner I hurt less.

See ya.