Zandry and Today and Stuff

"I'll be there tomorrow at six unless I get hit by a car"

If you get hit by a car, I'm going to finish you off. =P.. I can see that happening.. Haha.

You're so mellow that it's.. freaky. Are you like.. used to it.. or something..? o__o Or maybe you know I'm just missing you and being over-emotional as always. I loove that you're mellow! It makes it so much easier to deal with my dumb self. T__T.. Cuz I'll be regretting it but you won't be making me feel bad about it.

"well.. if you view it as half full, you can think of it as a compliment that I make such a fuss over you"
Haha, I don't make such a fuss over anyone else. You're special. =P
Despite his protests, I just went out and bought him the new Coheed & Cambria album.

I get braces in October... Oh joy.

My social anxiety, it got a bit less worse over the years. I adapted to my freaked-out-ness and I didn't notice it as much. I remember, in middle school and sometimes last year, I would regret for hours. I'd sit down, or lay down to go to sleep, and my thoughts would shout at me for all I'd said or done wrong. If I stuttered, I winced at it and hated myself for doing that. Same if I forgot to say thank you, didn't wave back to someone, or anything else that might disappoint. I was haunted by my regret, and there was nothing to do but sleep it off or just ignore it and do something else.
It's not that bad anymore.. I can make mistakes, and I forget fast enough that it doesn't hurt me as much, at least, the little things.

That B*TCH took my pen!!
*coughs*
Um..
Pet peeve. Pet peeeeve. When people borrow things and don't give them back! She took both of my pens!! The idiot! She borrowed one and then lost it and forgot and borrowed another, in the same day! Gawd! And she returned neither.. And I really liked that one pen...

Lol. My way of venting. Don't worry, I never swear in person and I don't sound nearly as dramatic as I do here. I say not a word in person. Silent. But my mind is something else.

A week ago, four people borrowed my calculator in the same day. Now that was irritating. An expensive graphing calculator. And how do you say no without sounding selfish?

Anyway.. Yeah. Oh yeah.. I was writing about my day yesterday.. didn't finish.. Crap. Well.. I will.. I think.