Sunday, September 25, 2005

Na na na..

I have like.. Nothing to say today.
Because nothing has happened.. Well, not really. I woke up this morning, fell back to sleep, woke again at 11:30. I might take another shower because I hear it's more normal to take one every day instead of every other day.. *snickers* Ah, I'm terrible, yes. I usually only take one when I feel dirty, which is every other day I suppose. *shakes head*
Maybe.. I should.. Do my homework.. Ahhhh I really don't wanna. But I guess I should huh? Take a shower, clean my room, do my homework. That would be great.. So why don't I make today great.. Sure thing.
Ahh.. It's so hard to drag myself from the computer.. But I will! Right now! Get inspired now now now.. *sigh*
I shall hurry and do everything.. And why do I feel nervous..?
Oh yeah, I feel kinda stupid for being partially deaf. Hahah. I'm not, but when people are too quiet or talk fast, I never ever can understand! It's so embarrassing. So yeah, I feel really dumb. Did last night, did this morning.
Aha..ha.. ha.. Ahh, embarrassed..!
This is why I dislike the phone. Especially when I'm calling. T__T.. eheh.e..e....... *tugs on hair* ... *giggles at how easily I fret*

Yeah, so that leaves me with a little headache. Or something to bother me at the back of my mind, and blush in irritation of stupidity and slow-minded-ness. I hate being dumb, haha.

'wut? now?'
I guess I'm not used to talking to people.. T___T Ahh...... Kill me now. :P Hahah.

Anyway.. Stop fretting! Yesh yesh yesh.

Oh I'm home alone.... Hell yes hell yes hell yes!!!! I LOVE IT!
I could run around the house naked if I wanted to! *starts cracking up* NO, no no no. God, what the hell is with my mind. I guess I feel a bit liberated when no one is watching me. And no, I actually couldn't do that, as there are windows in this house. I don't want to know what it'd be like for someone to peek in the window and see that.. *chokes on laughter* Ah gawd... Haha. That'd be very sad and very disturbing.

*grins big* What shall I do while home alone..? LET'S PARTY! Er.. No.

I know! I'll play with my dolls! Yes, that'd be fun. Tea party! It's been a while since I've had an imagination. I need to talk to them, ask how they are.
"Hey Mr. Toodles, how are you today?" Haha, no. I don't have one called that. I have..
Dobby, Shinata, and ones I don't remember the names of. I need to rename them all.
I love my dolls. ^____^ Child at heart, hell ya. I feel all giggly now, it's fun. Dress up! Tea party! I wish I had enough imagination for it to be more fun. It used to be a huge fun thing, but now it's almost empty. I need to have fun again. I haven't changed out of my pajamas yet... Whoops. o__o
Anyway, la la.. Time to be responsible. I may have the tea party some other day, as I have things I should do. But a fun thought. Anyway, hugs to everyone who bothers to read, and another hug to anyone who doesn't think I'm crazy after reading all my fretting about Zandry being missing.
By the way, he still rarely shows up.. Which sucks. But he will sometime. Oh, I mustn't forget, I have to develop the photos.. Yes.

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