Dance Dance Rock Rock

Again, I want to dance.

I want to hop up and down
and twirl round and round,
but I can't will my feet,
nor would their annoyance be discreet..
Wanna go and play
but nothing goes my way
and not one can nor will
dance with me

I wanna rock
to walk the walk
and talk the talk
scream loud and
rock off socks
and laugh as I
act a fool
breaking all the dancing rules
and I don't care of eyes, it's fine
all their minds are unlike mine
and they'd never understand
what they're missing
spending time on dissing
a style so long to develop
so pointless careless, tell ya what
I just move to the beat
and trip over my own feet
and my smiles take over



*whistles* Random crap poetry.


Haha, I desperately want to dance with Zandry, even though he can't dance, even though he's not here. I can at least crack up to myself as I picture it. Ahaha.. I'd love that!
I'd love to make a fool of myself right now. I'd really love it. Sometimes these songs really let something out. Or maybe drags soul clawing at my insides closer to the surface, begging to be let out. To be let free of this cramped and withdrawn solitary cage.

Two songs that are really getting stuck in my head -
Girl Anachronism, Dresdon Dolls.. and No New Tale To Tell, Love and Rockets

No New Tale To Tell is really.. Something. I think I heard it when I was little, and something about it really makes me wanna dance. Haha, weirdness.

When I was little, I danced nearly every day. I would buy ridiculous looking dresses because they looked so lovely to twirl in. I would put on my favorite red 'slippers' (like Cinderella), and just twirl around and around for such a long time. I'd make dramatic stories in my head to classical and to my dad's loud music. When I was about four dad would dance with us. Carson would get jealous and start to cry, so we'd each take one of his hands.
When we couldn't get to sleep, dad played music and put us up on his shoulders, dancing slowly till we were out.
Until I was about eleven or twelve, I couldn't fall asleep without music playing. I'd listen to the radio, because I just couldn't sleep without the sound... Music is for sure a large part of my life..