Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Interesting....

I found another guy who likes me. *blinks* Now that's a first.
"I'll put you on the list" I said.

I'm surprised.
This doesn't happen a lot.

I'm hoping this doesn't turn into a 'battle'.
*laughs*

Well.. it's always nice to have a sort of.. backup, I guess. If things turn into hell, at least you've got someone to talk to, right?
Weston. I met him two months ago, on the internet, of course.. *thinks* I think he randomly IMed me, introducing himself as the friend of this person on DA. Lives in New York, does writing.
He has the similar trait to Zandry, which is to loath those girls with celeb bodies and tons of makeup.

"I am a very witty, sarcastic, funny person online and in my mind. But I'm am sooooooooo shy and quiet in person that I have the funniness in my head but it doesn't ever come out right through my mouth" he said.
"Nah, red, blue and pink are my favorite colors. Yes. Pink"
"You're really smart for not wanting to do any of this stuff and choosing not to. I really wish I never started trying alcohol, I'm not addicted but I like it and I know it hurts me. It's great that there are teens who are smart enough to just say no all together. So try to not change that, it isn't worth it, never will be, no matter how it looks and no matter what people say...it's not worth it"
"Oh and by the way...I may not get into a battle between that guy you might be dating but I will tell you. I'm really interested in getting to know you better, don't know what it is about you but...I just really would like to talk to you more and see what happens. You too, g'night"
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Interesting. And I wonder, what is it about me, anyway?
Guy-friend number threeeeee.. Nikhil, Zandry, and Weston. Well, you too Renan, I just don't know you all that well.
He's 17, but, it doesn't really matter. Anyway, Zandry is my ultimate interest until I find reason for him not to be.

I kinda feel sorry for Weston now though, because I've been in his place. It's a pain to like someone who likes someone else. He'd make an interesting friend though. I just don't want to be someone to cause crap and unhappiness.

Now I'm happy not many people like me, haha.

Wes' would be someone I would date if could. But I feel taken. Though, in truth, I'm not. I just have my heart set. It'd be fun if I could date different people, because half the guys I hate, and the other half I just dislike in general, except a few. But, alas, distance. I have high standards, which is why I don't date.

Anyway, I'm hoping hoping so so so so much to meet Zandry. Gawd. It'd be the most fun I've had in a while. He was gone yesterday and today, so I worry of how much time we have. Time is almost up. I hope he's doing something....

I'm going to watch Kill Bill Volume II before Alex goes off to college.

Fate throws a few curve balls, but otherwise, life is so uneventful.

Hugs to everyone who bothers to read. Bye.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

*hugz*