Bleh.

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 16, 2005, 9:07 PM
Mood: lonely/bored

Not in the best mood.
Carson is sitting over there, hogging the computer. He's done it for three days straight. And whenever I go on, he whiiiines at me forever going "Tanya always uses that computer! She chats for hours!" and junk. And now he's playing these games for hours and hours.

I let him use it, because Zandry seems to be gone, and I can talk to some people over here. But on this computer, msn doesn't work.. So yahoo.

But I'm remembering, I was kicked off by him two days ago, and I haven't been on that computer since.. And I left one of my chat programs open with an away message. Soo, someone must be kinda annoyed at me by now, because I'm online but away constantly. *shrugs* Oh well.

I asked Alex if he wanted to walk down to Green Lake with me tonight, and he said no. It's his last day here, and he's off to college tomorrow morning, 'never to return'... I like that. But I wanted to at least have a walk with him..

I think I was near tears when Sachika left, and she was only with us for a year. So I'm wondering how I'm going to react to having someone I spent my entire life with leave. *shrugs*
He's annoying, so I'm not sure. But I guess I shall miss him. Something will feel missing.

I now have four temporary tattoos waiting to be applied. Botan Rice Candy is good.

I was looking for the mochi that was in my soup and almost killed me in Japanese club, but I couldn't find it. It would be a icky way to die.
That's why you always have a vacuum cleaner near by, in case it gets lodged in your throat.
It didn't nearly kill me, I just had sooo much trouble. I was afraid it'd kill me. I spent like twenty minutes trying to chew it, I had tried to eat it whole. How stupid is that??! I couldn't cut it with chopsticks, so I put the whole thing in my mouth.. Then I discovered it is untearable, and unchewable. It just keeps to its sticky gooey texture, and I think I finally broke it down a little and swallowed it whole. It was a relief. I felt kinda dumb with my mouth full with such a long time, chewing endlessly... Haha.

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Till next time...
~Tanya