Sunday, July 10, 2005

Silence

Ariel convinced me to try to be friends with Michael again.

Failure.
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She's convinced that he misses me or something. I see small hints of that in some places. But, it appears we were wrong. I talked to him, he never said a word. So, why bother? It was just like that when I left. He'd rather ignore me. He was sick of me then, and it just didn't work. Nothing seems to have changed.


Ariel is Michael's girlfriend. You'd think we'd be mortal enemies or something.. But no. She's quite sweet, and even bought me a free DeviantART subscription. For no reason. And that costs money.. So yeah. No, she's not bribing me. I talked to her and we're basically friends, and I don't know why she's being so nice to me. She was trying to get us to be friends again, because she doesn't want two people she's close to to be all.. Enemies... Kinda.. She just wants to remove the awkward aura between us. I'm 'really nice' and he 'misses me' or something.

I talked to him. He completely ignored me. So, I'm not going to bother. If it's going to be like that, me talking to myself.. It's not worth trying.

I tried. *shrugs*
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Sir Lemon Smooth.. *snickers*.. Nah, I won't call him that. I'll call him Printer Boy. No. Fine. Zandry..

Zandry disappeared on me last night. I found that peculiar. I suppose I got him into a bad mood or I said something that didn't go well.
He wanted my address so he could send me a late bday present. He had just recently received a gift from me for his birthday, which was on the 27th. It came a little late.. But it's slow, mailing to so far away.
Anyway, so he wanted my address, but I was like 'no' because, well, it's my last birthday, before he even knew me. He doesn't need to get me a gift for that. And also, I don't want to get attached to him. If he starts giving me gifts it'll be bad, lol. I don't want to like him any more than I already do. So yeah.. I said "there's no need to, now" and he said "you never understand" and left. I called him. He won't tell me why. *shrugs* I'll find out eventually.

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