Life is such a limbo. Up down, all around, and then back to the middle again. Can't I go one way or the other? Yes no, not maybe. "You get the love for your birthday, baby, open your eyes and say yes, no, maybe.."
Being tired doesn't exactly help me right now.
Ugh. Fate fate fate fate. I hate hanging like this!! Left hanging, tied puppet. I'm stuck in such a terrible way. heart up, head down, heart tangled in string. Untangle, please. What is my fate, tell me, tell me tell me. Why is it that I'm always destined to maybe. My blood tingles, I feel it at the wrist. I'm waiting. Hello.... Why is it so empty, why does it echo, why does it say nothing. Why is the question left hanging. Why am I?
Sigh.
Just go, fate, go. God help me from my repeats.
And fate says no.
So it's time to let go...
I jumped into another ditch. And it all ends before it starts.
Would someone tell me, please.. Why me?
Stinging, it stings a lot. But.. It's too good to be true? "I've got to remember that"
Hahah. My determination wavers. I shan't blame someone, ever again. No no no no.
But.. But.. It's.. .... like a story. What the fuck do you do? .....
... Haha. I'm in limbo! Goddamned limbo!!!! I'll never ever get out of this. Life isn't a fairy tale, there is no happily ever after, and there is nothing. Life is.. Limbo. A living hell of a limbo. But I'll be okay.
Okay.. yes. Yes yes. I'll be okay. I can convince myself, and then I shall be. I won't fall prey to this again! Fucking no!
...... Shiver.
Fuckity fuck fuck! That's what I need to say. Over. And over. And over.
La di dah.. Accept your fucking fate. And then.. you start over again. Sleep. Scream. You'll be okay.
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