Not my game anymore... hm.. It was a relief to let go of that, once it all faded into a numbness and realization of the stupidity of it all. ... *just thinking*

A dream could come true, soon. I'm waiting for fate to kick in and screw it up, but for now, I'll hope.
Quit beating around the bush.. I should...

I had wanted to go on a road-trip with mom. She was uncomfortable with driving so far alone, just the two of us, so I got an idea. Visit Zandry? By train? It was a faint idea, no timeframe, no specification. She said, after Alex leaves. He goes off to college, away in another town, far far away.. Once that's over with, she said we could maybe go. That's August 13th, that Alex leaves. So I'm really hoping that this'll work, somehow. I'll do whatever I can to try to make it work. I hadn't expected to get the opportunity in any time less than a year or so, yet this happens.. So I'd like to really try. I'll figure everything out... I'll make it work, somehow.


*pause*

..Ow. Sliced my fingertip. .. Cleaning scissors is dangerous. :P Chocolate melted in my bag of stuff, so I was cleaning it off the scissors.. Was wiping near the blade and it cut through the kleenex and got my finger. Blah. Makes it a little harder to type.

Anyway..
I'm sleepy. Was hoping to run into Zandry today, but I guess he's busy.. *yawn* Night.