Jeeeeez

I think I did something wrong. I think I killed an animal, a person, or a spirit. Because karma or something was screwing with me.

Huh huh.. Last night was a bit of a hell. From the spiders to the pissed-off-ness to just the lack of sleep, it wasn't fun. Well, now I've had 8 hours of sleep, so I guess I'm okay. But my head is killing me.
Actually, my stomach, more-so.

I dreamt I went to this house... It was a family restaurant. They specialized in eggs or something.. And I helped cook. The old lady there gave me some stuff of hers she didn't want anymore I think.. Old keys, antique things...
Otherwise I didn't dream much..

I couldn't figure out where to sleep. Everywhere I went I saw a spider, and didn't feel like I could rest my head for a moment. I nearly walked into one when I came upstairs. I told Alex "I can't sleep I can't sleep!" and then he started poking me until I would go to bed, which I refused to do. So he just stood poking me for forever, as I spilled orange juice all over my hands trying to open it. Asked him if he could grab me some kleenex, he said no, I wiped my hands on my shirt.
Eventually I stumbled over to the couch, and watched him play video games. Then after a while I decided to play Animal Crossing, to find the entire town was covered in weeds. Well, it has been months.

*yawns*

At least dad was nice when he found me on the couch downstairs, before I found the swarms of spiders right outside the window. He didn't ask for explanation, just went it to my room and got me some blankets.
I must be still afraid of the dark, because that's why I wouldn't sleep in my room. Just as I flipped the switch, the bulb burnt out, and it was bad timing. Anyway, I didn't want to go into my room and sleep in there, not knowing what spiders were there at the moment. I had seen enough outside, and my room is the first place they seem to go.

I wonder what I do now? I guess I'll go on a walk and drink hot chocolate, despite the temperature. I have to get out, though. Oh wait, we should make that phone call.. And then I'll go out. Again, suspenseful. I hope it goes well.