Just as I gave up on that dream, another chance awoke.
To see Zandry...
"ur insane" Ariel says "I am" I reply. Alex sits at the table and just laughs at me, exclaiming "You may as well burn the money! Oh my god! To see an e-boyfriend! Hahah! I can't believe this! You're such an idiot!"
But I have nothing better to spend my money on, and this is the one thing I'd like most. And who knows if it'll even happen.
So, laugh, laugh, I'm spending $219 dollars for the chance to see the one person I'm closest to. To have a week to show them how it is on my side, to show them the sights and places, to give him a taste of the city. To meet the real me, who I really am. For me to meet the real him.
"It's okay.." Carson whispers to me "I hope he can make it" I smile at him, because he's the only one who doesn't laugh.
I don't care about things to have, I want a memory. I want this one memory. I want one thing to smile on later. I'd pay a lot for that.
I'd like it a lot.. Don't laugh too much.
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A plane ticket. A chance. I can't go there, could he come here? Split cost. We'll just have to see. He said not to hope because these sort of things have a way of not working out. But it's hard not to.. Bigger chances than before.. For an even better outcome. I'll have to see. I'll try hard to make this work. I really want to see him...
2 comments:
will your parents let you meet him in real life? um i forgot my pass/username haha... this is elizabeth.. how are ya? I'm leaving in like 30 min... leaving seattle that is ya know? um hope you're having a good summer. call my cell sometime! 948-3959.... you know the area code.... uh same as yours haha. :P
~elizabeth~
Oh oh, hi there Elizabeth. Didn't know you still stopped by my blog every now and then.
Yeah, they seem fine with it. The only problem is just making it work.. Mostly on his side, because he is the one trying to come here.
Ah, I'm pretty good. : ) Oooo wow.. That's soon.. Well wow, good luck with that, we'll all miss you, of course. And yeah, I'll call you eventually.
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