"Patience is a virtue,
but it's no good if it just hurts you,
leave it while you can,
tell them you think you understand.
Pretend you can hear,
what it is you are deaf to,
pretend you can feel,
the pain you give, too.
Act like it's not the end,
still seem to pretend,
like I wish I could,
it's not ok,
it's not going to be,
happy,
nothing's happy..
Let it be,
that's no good to me.
No longer in denial,
no longer in a pile,
of emotions and defile..
Take away blind,
make me see,
unkind,
but now I know,
it's not for you and me,
it's not for us,
I've lost my trust,
gone gone gone..
It's time to leave,
time for me to see,
that I deserve better,
and so do we"
Huh. You forget writing such things. Hidden in unchecked places. March 20th. Makes sense. Funny what crap I wrote.
"What are you saying?
What are you thinking?
'She won’t leave me alone
it just seems to never end
with her forever, with her never
with all her words, she should know better'
It’s called,
I’m leaving you
It’s called,
I’m sick of you
But where are you?
How do I leave,
When you won’t leave me too?
I was the one
who wanted to stay
I was the one
who would always say
“Why do you have to go?
Someday it’ll be better, you know.
We can work through this,
I didn’t mean it.. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry”
But now
where are your stubborn words
of how we should end it
But now
where are you,
telling me to stop it
I want to leave you
it’s time to go through
with your original plan
Let’s say goodbye
now that we can
stop hiding away
stop keeping it longer
I know it’s the end
and I don’t want to suffer
I don’t want to pretend
It’s time for us to go
find our own fate
time to say goodbye
to this big mistake
of a friendship
without a face"
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