Now I'm gonna cry.. ... ...
... *deep breath* Okay.. what can I do in this situation.. Apologize. Yes. Apologize. I'll call and apologize.
Dooon't cry. Don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry.. Doon't.. It's okay.. oh shit, saying that makes me want to cry more! No no no no no!
Fuck. I hate this. I show sourness, and I always regret it. Every damned time. Every time. Hey, it hurts, okay? I don't want to hope for things that may never happen.. I don't want it to be like that.. It aches. And when I get disappointed all over and over, it hurts. I can't help but need a little time to take a deep breath. It doesn't help.. I shouldn't have said anything.. ...
I'm calling. I'm going. Take a deep breath. Hold breath. It's okay.. It's okay..
No comments:
Post a Comment