Friday, May 13, 2005

Remember?

*smiles to myself*

I remember, last summer I started a project. I was going to type up every diary and journal entry I had ever written. I have about three diaries.. Two I call journals. Red Diary, Yellow Journal, I'm working on those. I didn't get very far. First of all, I'm very paranoid, so if anyone stood anywhere near me I wouldn't be able to continue. I don't want them reading. So I only finished about six entries, and short ones. From when I was eleven.
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Feb. 2001
Dear Diary,
I’m depressed. Ever since I found out Katie was doing the fairy notes I feel that there are no fairies. I wish always that they were there to comfort me. They would understand me and my feelings for the earth. I’m lonely and depressed. No one understands my feelings, not even my best friend. I wish there was someone who understood me, somone.

-Tanya
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Feb. (?) 2001

Dear Diary,
For the Girl Scout talent show guess what I’m doing. I’m being a clown! Me and Anamarie are doing a comedy! I found the perfect clothes and make up. I look exactly like a clown.

-Tanya
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warm, sunny
March 6, 2001

Dear Diary,
I’m tired, sorry I couldn’t write too often. Today was the talent show. Me and Anamarie were a hit! The only problem was people went crazy over the silly string. If I ever do that again, I’ll need body guard! Yawn, good night. ~~~Tanya
P.S. Yesterday I planted the garden.
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I eventually hope to finish the project. I'll have to work on it, sometime. Sounds fun. Funny to read old entries. But it's way too hot up here, so I'm going downstairs.

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