So what can I say. Here I am again, just bored, tired, not really wanting to do anything I should be doing..
I'm bored. Really really really bored. Tired, bored, weary-ish once again. Just the feeling you get, when you want to stay home and not do anything at all. I wish I could do that, I wish I wish I could. I really want to stay home. I really want to.
I want to talk. Anyone who'll listen. Hey, Nikhil, could you be there for your today, my tomorrow? I'm tired, and I miss talking to you. *laughs* Of course it's only been two days, but still. I can talk to you even when I'm half asleep, which is pretty good, because I tend to be pretty angsty when I'm half asleep, such as now. What do I have to do..? Think think think.
I have to do.. how many.. three more pages of notes. That's not too bad, because I can just fake that. Easy. Then.. A math test tomorrow. I'll do okay, as long as I don't screw everything up. I have a short presentation and a sort of visual/poster I need to have done. I'm tempted to sleep now, put it all off. But that's not a good idea. I'll finish writing my notes, I can at least do that. I don't need to be up here to do that. I already have notes to read through and copy down printed out. Mm.. Anything I'm forgetting? I think Tashibu wants us to translate that part to Japanese.. Hm. So...
1st - 8 pages of notes
2nd - 3 min presentation, opinion 1 page paper, poster thing
3rd - nothing
4th - nothing
5th - translate section to Japanese
6th - Math test
Man, if I look at it like that, it seems easy. Yet everything's harder now.. I don't know why. In middle school I'd finish everything, even if I worked into the night. Now I can hardly make myself get the willpower to do the assignments. I wish I hadn't picked up such a bad habit.. *sighs* Though stressful, it would be a lot better if it was still as it used to be. A pity..
Damn it, I'm feeling lonely. Kinda hopeless, lonely, worried, tired. You know. Lol.. Addicted, again and again and again. I get addicted to new found company. It leaves me feeling kinda hollow, seeing no email, no comments, no art, no nothing. Email is particularly distressful. No one emails me anymore, except for the random and occasional chain-letter. It kinda bothers me, being left idle like this. No satisfaction. I need something to do. .. Tired.. Time to write those notes.. I'll wake up at 4 AM again today, see if I can finish everything up.
2 comments:
Mm, that's true.. I guess it's worth a try. I don't like coffee, haha. But maybe hot chocolate would work. *grins*
Nah, that's not correct. I think you meant to say "Neither will going to bed late in the evening." What you said doesn't really work, 'put you to bed' .. the 'put' is only used for when someone's actually bringing someone else to bed, like a mother helping her child fall asleep 'I put my children to bed', that sort of thing. What you'd commonly use would be 'going to bed'
Ah, well, not exactly.. Well, it's just that I get all restless and really bored in the evening and in need to talk to someone, but no one's around at that time of night.
Good evening.
Oh, that's nice, lucky! I wish my summer break would come, so I could have some more free time..
Woah, weird.. really?. I don't eat thaat much chocolate. ^_^;
Doesn't matter. You learn from mistakes, and as long as I can figure out what you're saying, it's fine.
Huh..? What are you talking about? Oh, wait, you mean like, instant messenger, or something? Hm..
I'm home from 3:00-10:00 pm.. *shrugs* I'm addicted to the computer, so I'm around most of the time. *chuckles* And why would you be not the one that people should talk to?
Good evening..
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