Monday, May 16, 2005

Letting it Slip

Whoops.

See last entry? It was bothering me.. So I'm letting it all slip.

I was horrified, when I went to see the main page of my ex-friend's friend, and saw the drawing she had done. Stolen heart? Again?? Michael Michael.. You fucking idiot. How many hearts are you gonna steal? Mine, hers, theirs.. I stole mine back. Mine was a bit mangled after the whole experience, but I got it back. I was horrified to see this girl drawing that, because only three months ago, I had drawn the same f*cking thing. Stolen heart.

I couldn't help but say something to her.. I couldn't help it. Had to warn her, or something. Tell her. So I noted her. I told her that "I know you don't know me, but.." and advised her to be careful, not to force him into the dating scene, to hell with him, and to be nice to him, because it stresses him out. (and she'd likely get a broken heart, if she expected anything more)

She's hella curious, and bribes me to tell her the entire story. So today after school, I'm going to chat with her and tell her. She can kick Michael for me, and boy that'd be satisfying. *makes a face* I have no real grudge, but it pisses me off how he messes with all the girls' hearts. I don't know if he does it on purpose, but I guess he's got that natural charm. And he just knows a lot of girls, anyway. I wonder why he kept the doll...? And if he still has that sketchbook..? I don't know. *shakes head*

Michael will be so pissed at me, I know it. Because once again I screw with his life. What if he likes her? Hm? But I still can't have him rampaging about breaking people's hearts. It pisses me off too much. I'll tell her about it, but I won't dismiss the fact that she may have a chance. I just don't want her to get wrapped up in it like I did. But, maybe I'm a fool, because it was far away in the first place. Yet he's such a.. I don't know. He never makes any sense. So, we'll see what happens..

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