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Now I feel sad.. I just want it to all go away. I want to crawl in bed and fall asleep, with no worries.. I want every mislead decision, every foolish word and painful accusation.. I want it to all float away.. It hurts.
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Never say a word more. I'd like it to all go away so I can have some peace of mind.. I'd like to go away now.. *closes eyes* I'm tired. Nightmare is playing with fate. And nightmare is trying to help what cannot be helped. Sad sad sad--..

... *sighs* I'd like to curl up under the covers, sleep, and not wake up for a long long time. I want it to all disappear. I want it all to go away. Leave me alone.

..Cruel it all is. As I said, a mistake. Let me be, leave me alone, let me go. I want to slip away from all of this.. Ugh.. so gloomy. Sorry..

Give me something to smile at. This weariness tires me. I don't want to think. I don't want to do anything at all.

This is why I avoid action. This is why I leave everything alone, and let it pass me by. Because whenever I try to do something, it leaves me numb and empty, another regret to the list... I hope I'll feel better, tomorrow..

I need a hug and there's no one to hug. I need a smile yet there's nothing to smile at. I need to relax yet stress is thrown upon me, and especially today. Allow me to disappear.