The Internet Ruined Me!

The internet is a wonderful way to meet people. You can find people based off of their interests.. You can talk with ease, across the farthest distances.. You don't have to have any risk of getting murdered or humiliated... And you can't go wrong, right...? Sorry. Wrong. Meeting through the internet is such a terrible thing. I completely ruined my entire life with it, thank yooou. I am at loss of knowing how to meet people in person, now. I'm used to the non-contact talking of the simple, face-less text that flashes on the screen. And for the crazy, insane, worrisome, low-confidence single female, this is the most horrible thing ever. Because, SHE will fall for anyone she THINKS cares, and will listen. When in reality, in person, the real person she's talking to is an asshole who is only half listening, isn't who they seem, and is going to try to find her address and likely kill her. Well, maybe not the last part, but likely is the rest. The internet is such a foolish thing.. Very bad for me. Very very. I found this a long time ago, because in fact, I AM a foolish, insane, low-confidence single female, and I learn everything the hard way. No, I wasn't stalked and then murdered.. Would that have been more exciting? Oh yes, the ghoooost of Taaanya is bloooging.. Oh yes. More, not. I learned the hard way, that this form of communication is the worst. I talked for a year to a sweet, interesting, sensitive guy for about a year, before realizing I hated his guts. I hate his damned pet-peeves, I hate the way he never tells me what's wrong, I hate how he bottles everything inside, so I wouldn't know until it was too late. He has a problem with me QUOTING THINGS. I mean, come on. How messed up is he? Sweet emo boy.. Girls love him. I wanna kick his ass. Well, I do have to give him credit for being first to notice that it was the stupidest idea since the Hello Kitty Toaster, but I was clueless. Innocent clueless, already fallen, in a goddamned pit. Pit of darkness. Blinded by what I thought him to be, a perfectly imperfect sweet person, who was exactly like me.

"And I believe, beauty was drowning because.. My mix and match memory has managed to make you a god, and everything else I forgot." -Frente

It's the most painful thing that has ever happened to me, ever! When you share the most wonderful laughs, the most wonderful memories, the naive hope that something could make everything work, it kills you when it breaks. When you get thrown into the cold, harsh snow covered world called reality.. It bites like frostbite. It covers you with the wonderful sense of being alone.. Completely alone..

"I wanted someone--anyone, beside me... so I didn't have to feel alone anymore." -Tidus

So, it's annoying. I'm tired. Gooodbye.