I Want to Leave

"Well you can look down once in a while" "and you can look up at the ceiling as I slap you across the face"
"What did you say, Alex?!" "She's blaming me for stepping on her iPod! She left it on the floor" "Well I've been sleeping up here for what, the last five days?! Where else do I put it! I'm sleeping on the couch, and it's not in the middle of the floor! There isn't a place to put it!" "Don't blame others for it, you left it on the floor!"
FU.

DIe.

Hate you

GO away

Die

rot in hell

Fuckers.

..... Why do you always catch me, when I want to cry, and then shout at me at these times when my head is already a mess..? Leave me the fuck alone! Fuck you ..

I'm leaving.

I'm going... Going going gone. I'm leaving. Out the door. Goodbye. I'm going.. I'm leaving you here. Bye..

I'm not sticking around, with these f*******************ing brats. I'm sick of it! Pardon my swearing.. *sighs* Just feel like crying, again. I just want to scream. Don't say that. Don't say that. I remember when that threat was something I'd have to worry about. You fucking sick person.. *breathes* Ok..

I'll tell her. I won't be mean, and leave my grandma and everyone wondering where I went. But, next time, I will. Don't threaten me, don't yell at me.. please. I can't deal with these things after school. I'm already stressed, I'm already tired. Please don't make it all worse. Maybe a walk would help, hm..? I don't know.. Suddenly I feel numb, feel like I can't move. Feel like I don't want to.. But breathing space is what I need, and it's a beautiful day.. I'll go. .. I'll be ok when I get back, alright..?